i am disabled and my husband is disabled and does not recieve any help. we have a 14 year old daughter and because im disabled she has had no christmas for the last 4 years there has been nothing under our tree or in stockings for 4 years.we dont have a car to get any where and my dad died this year and now chritmas im begining to really hate this holiday. every year i pray foir help and nothing. all im asking is for her to have what so many other kids her age has at christmas presents under the tree. but i feel like this is just another christmas that wont be. and all i ever hear from chruch is christmas isnt about gifts. that is true but its so hard to see the hurt in her eyes every year. she has been homeless with us and gone through so much. i cant evne pay my rent we are behind and i just got my ten day notice. we had a car i bought with my back pay didnt even last us a whole year broike down and couldnt be fixed.so im stuck at home 24/7 all im asking is just hlep my daughter have a good christmas maybe god will help me this year